A super duper cute guy smiled at me today :) my heart pretty much stopped lol. and yes i know that sounds like a cliche, but that is what it literally felt like. he pretty much made the whole day of standing doing nothing at work bearable haha.
apparently. in one conversation this came up three times…
first person:bla bla bla “so dont ever be mean to mcdonald workers, or they will mess with your food:
me: i would never be mean to them!
third person: It’s Senica!
conversation bla bla bla
first person: Are you going to whistler?
Third person: It’s Senica!
conversation bla bla bla
First person: If i had spares i wouldnt do work in them
Second person: Me neither. I would sleep.
Me: I would.
Third person: Really?
First person: It’s Senica!
LOL….omg thinking about this conversation makes me laugh. Apparently I have this huge rep of being extremely innocent. yay! :P
so i just had mine done today. it was def an interesting experience haha. hopefully they turned out allright, but im not a huge fan of my smile haha. oh well. im glad they are done and i dont have to worry about it anymore.
“I would miss…I would miss Daniel’s hand. Holding a hand. I would miss him sitting on the couch beside me on the weekend. Wait-weekends. There would be no plans when there were always plans! No more movies, no more filled Fridays and Saturdays. No more nightly phone calls. No more having the spot of boyfriend filled. I was used to having him around, and now he wouldn’t be. He’d had a place in my life, like homework or volleyball practice. It was similar to the feeling you get when it’s summer and there’s no school or homework and there’s this sudden space where school was. There was a sudden space where Daniel was.”
The Secret Life of Prince Charming
ok so i found out today that my eng class is demolished. so what does that mean? NEW COURSES!!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. i love my schedule so much..my classes are so awesome, and im already settleing down. september is basically gone, so im getting back into school mode.
BUT NO! they have to ruin my life. but seriously, sept is gone and you want me to adjust to classes that have already been going on for a fucking month? are you kidding me?
PLUS MY ENG CLASS HAS 15 PEOPLE or more, other eng classes have less than that SO WHY IS MY CLASS GETTING DEMOLISHED?
also im in grade 12, so this SHOULDNT BE HAPPENING TO US. we all have specific courses we want and need. i know that grade tens are going thru the same thing BUT they all have the same courses. in grade 12, its soo not like that, i mean there is like only ONE geo class for example.
I really am not pleased :(
one month </3
500 words should not be the min for our informal essay! esp for the time we are given! that person probably had all the time in the world to perfect his, and we have like what? three days? on top of every other course we have. right now i have about 300 words and thats really stretching it cause im changing all my words to “i have” vs i’ve. lol.
so basically, i need to make new experiences, exagerate them and add them to my composition. all over again. great. oh and we have to read them outloud to the class. again, great.
Fuck you for what you said about my sister. She didnt deserve it, and you are obviously just looking at all her weaknesses, and NONE of her strengths. That email was fucking poisonous and you know it. I have no respect for you and right about now, I want to punch you in the face. The reason that she might have gone slightly downhill was from you and your lack of coaching. I really wish my dad would send you a poisonous reply back but he’s obv a better person then I am. Anyways I hate you, and I havent even met you, but you already seem like a complete jerk to me. And I’m glad she quit the team, and she is going to focus on field hockey and school sports where she is actually appreciated.
Oh. And maybe after a little while, you might notice all the hard fucking work she put in. Maybe just maybe you might miss that. But you’re prob too much of an airhead to notice.
someone to support me, someone who is comfortable with themselves and where i can be comfortable with, someone who will listen to everything i say, and will be there to catch all my tears…
So this summer i counted it up and i read 12 books, one which was over 800 pages along with everything else i did this summer so im pretty pleased! :)
“That was a memorable day to me, for it made great changes in me. But, it is the same with any life. Imagine one selected day struck out if it and think how different it’s course would have been. Pause, you read this, and think for a long moment of the long chain of iron or gold, of thorns or flowers, that would never have bound you, but for the formation of the first link on that memorable day.”
Charles Dickens, Great Expectations